Confusion and stressful decisions.

I haven't written anything on here lately because Ive been really busy.  Ive also been contemplating a big decision.  I found out a big secret Christmas of 2010 that I have been keeping ever since.  I don't know what to do because it really bothers me.  I don't know what to do.  I can't talk to my family about it.  I have a few friends I can talk to but its such a difficult and sticky situation I don't know what to do.  Ive been praying and praying but I still don't know.  Well I better get off here I will keep everybody updated